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God.
I wish people would let me live my fucking life.
D called me a pushover today because I was like, "I'm not going to tell you how to live your life. You want to be an idiot and smoke, go buy cigs" and he was like, "Yell at me about it" but I'm just tired of people trying to tell me how to live my life, and I don't want to do that to other people anymore.
I know what makes me happy. Saying these things and doing this stuff and acting like I am, it makes me fucking happy. Why should I care what other people think? You worry about other people too much, and you'll just kill yourself.
You don't want to know, don't ask. I don't tell people everything for a fucking reason, don't wheedle it out of me and then be like, "You know I disapprove of you doing that, right?" Um, yes. Hence why I don't tell you when I do.
I am so happy right now, and it's because I'm working on me.
Happy birthday! I find it so funny that he wants me to wear my "raccoon eyes". Especially when he made fun of them last year.
Yay, I fucking love birthdays! And anchor splash, and KT COMING THIS WEEKEND!
I have to go to sleep. It's my last day of wake up duty tomorrow, but still. I need to wake up early, and it'll be a late night.
I'm happy, I just wish people would stop judging me on my happiness. I hate that I'm shy with sharing everything with people I've known my entire life again.
I wish people would let me live my fucking life.
D called me a pushover today because I was like, "I'm not going to tell you how to live your life. You want to be an idiot and smoke, go buy cigs" and he was like, "Yell at me about it" but I'm just tired of people trying to tell me how to live my life, and I don't want to do that to other people anymore.
I know what makes me happy. Saying these things and doing this stuff and acting like I am, it makes me fucking happy. Why should I care what other people think? You worry about other people too much, and you'll just kill yourself.
You don't want to know, don't ask. I don't tell people everything for a fucking reason, don't wheedle it out of me and then be like, "You know I disapprove of you doing that, right?" Um, yes. Hence why I don't tell you when I do.
I am so happy right now, and it's because I'm working on me.
Happy birthday! I find it so funny that he wants me to wear my "raccoon eyes". Especially when he made fun of them last year.
Yay, I fucking love birthdays! And anchor splash, and KT COMING THIS WEEKEND!
I have to go to sleep. It's my last day of wake up duty tomorrow, but still. I need to wake up early, and it'll be a late night.
I'm happy, I just wish people would stop judging me on my happiness. I hate that I'm shy with sharing everything with people I've known my entire life again.