Signs, why do I believe in signs?
Last night me and Authentic are talking about music and we bring up Tracy Chapman, we both like the song "Fast cars". So I go through my Tracy Chapman music afterwards and I come across one that I grab and just feel like listening to. Rip it to my phone to listen to it as I go to sleep. I hit random and this is the first song that comes up...
"Baby can I hold you?"
Sorry
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like sorry like sorry
Forgive me
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like forgive me forgive me
But you can say baby
Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I told you the right words
At the right time you'd be mine
I love you
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like I love you I love you
But you can say baby
Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I told you the right words
At the right time you'd be mine
Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I told you the right words
At the right time you'd be mine
You'd be mine
You'd be mine....
So yeah, I haven't swelled up like that in a long time...I am so sentimental.
But I also can't stand the thought of such a sad song happening to Authentic, or me, and especially us.
I feel I need to do more...I want to lay some cards on the table, I want to be vulnerable.
I just want to share my heart with him and see what it's like to have his shared back...
I want endless, unquenchable passion...
-Jim
Edit.....
So all I have done since this post is listen to this song for the hundredth time and just look at his pic with the words of a past professor telling me that "if you wait for the perfect time, the right circumstances, hardly anything would get done." I understand that this is different given his history etc...but I look into his beautiful brown eyes and I just can't help myself...I am falling for him. Tonight he was consoling a good friend on a breakup and he still had to at least text me for awhile.
Edit #2...
The lyrics are so strong yet humble...a lot like me
"Baby can I hold you?"
Sorry
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like sorry like sorry
Forgive me
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like forgive me forgive me
But you can say baby
Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I told you the right words
At the right time you'd be mine
I love you
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like I love you I love you
But you can say baby
Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I told you the right words
At the right time you'd be mine
Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I told you the right words
At the right time you'd be mine
You'd be mine
You'd be mine....
So yeah, I haven't swelled up like that in a long time...I am so sentimental.
But I also can't stand the thought of such a sad song happening to Authentic, or me, and especially us.
I feel I need to do more...I want to lay some cards on the table, I want to be vulnerable.
I just want to share my heart with him and see what it's like to have his shared back...
I want endless, unquenchable passion...
-Jim
Edit.....
So all I have done since this post is listen to this song for the hundredth time and just look at his pic with the words of a past professor telling me that "if you wait for the perfect time, the right circumstances, hardly anything would get done." I understand that this is different given his history etc...but I look into his beautiful brown eyes and I just can't help myself...I am falling for him. Tonight he was consoling a good friend on a breakup and he still had to at least text me for awhile.
Edit #2...
The lyrics are so strong yet humble...a lot like me