my feelings are hurt
So i havent talked to my mom in like.. over a month. because i hung up on her and shes tired of me "disrespecting her"
well everytime i talk to her shes judging me or constantely telling me what im doing wrong.
ok so i understand when u are a mom u are supposed to do things like that. but not to the extreme that she does.
i understand if she has an opinion. but i swear.. everytime i say anything about anything... she is shaking her head about it. and it pisses me off
so i tried to talk to her online today for the first time.. cause i do miss her.. we used to have a really great relationship.. until about 5 years ago.
well she was really short during our convsersation like she didnt really care to talk to me. which really hurts me.
so we start kind of talking about whats been going on.. blah bla blah small talk.
then the conversation (like always) got really heated...
her tellling me what im doing wrong blah blah blah
then she tells me im always so dramatic. like.. i was typing stuff.. and sending it to her and her response was..
"drama drama drama drama poor pitiful ashley"
so then of course i just blew up and told her maybe its best we dont ever to talk.
and she agreed that that was ok with her.
maybe MY WAY of expressing myself is by being dramatic. i cant fucking help it.
she blames all of it on her spoiling me when i was younger. well whatever. thats not it.
it just sucks cause before my step dad came around.
it was always just me and her. and we always got along and had fun.
i dont know what happened. but im sad. :(
i need to turn all of this into positive energy.
well everytime i talk to her shes judging me or constantely telling me what im doing wrong.
ok so i understand when u are a mom u are supposed to do things like that. but not to the extreme that she does.
i understand if she has an opinion. but i swear.. everytime i say anything about anything... she is shaking her head about it. and it pisses me off
so i tried to talk to her online today for the first time.. cause i do miss her.. we used to have a really great relationship.. until about 5 years ago.
well she was really short during our convsersation like she didnt really care to talk to me. which really hurts me.
so we start kind of talking about whats been going on.. blah bla blah small talk.
then the conversation (like always) got really heated...
her tellling me what im doing wrong blah blah blah
then she tells me im always so dramatic. like.. i was typing stuff.. and sending it to her and her response was..
"drama drama drama drama poor pitiful ashley"
so then of course i just blew up and told her maybe its best we dont ever to talk.
and she agreed that that was ok with her.
maybe MY WAY of expressing myself is by being dramatic. i cant fucking help it.
she blames all of it on her spoiling me when i was younger. well whatever. thats not it.
it just sucks cause before my step dad came around.
it was always just me and her. and we always got along and had fun.
i dont know what happened. but im sad. :(
i need to turn all of this into positive energy.