we came we played we drifted away
so im at home.. and ive been just hanging around the house for like.. 3 days. and my aunt isnt working right now cause she wanted to take a break from work. (like an entire year)
so we are always like.. around eachother and there is this weird vibe in the house that i dont like.
she thinks i should always be doing something. but i cant start using the car until i start work on tuesday. soooo wtf.
i can only clean my room and organize things so many times a day. jeeez.
its not very fun.. and i need to just get away from the house for the rest of the week.. until i start work so we arent around eachother all of the time.
she's always doing SOMETHING around the house. we have a maid so its not like she has to clean.
i think she just moves shit around all day..
i dunno
she always sais she has a "project" shes working on. well i dont fucking underderstand..
when she worked ... she had her own office downtown.. and she usually worked from 9am-6pm.
like a normal office job
but she was over so many people.. so it kept her busy.
now she has nobody to control.. and tell what to do.
so she uses me for that now. so i think thats whats going on.
so- now that shes not working. she sits in her office at home.. and does things. (who knows what)
and she stays in there from about 10-6.. almost like its her ... actual job.
fucking weird.
i guess she just cant break away from all of the habits. i think she only knows how to deal with life.. if its set up like a fucking office.. and all typed out on a spreadsheet.
but me just watching her do all of this. makes me freaking crazy!
cause i think she expects me to live my life like that. and thats shit is NOT going to happen..
i just needed to get all of that out..
thanks LJ :)
so we are always like.. around eachother and there is this weird vibe in the house that i dont like.
she thinks i should always be doing something. but i cant start using the car until i start work on tuesday. soooo wtf.
i can only clean my room and organize things so many times a day. jeeez.
its not very fun.. and i need to just get away from the house for the rest of the week.. until i start work so we arent around eachother all of the time.
she's always doing SOMETHING around the house. we have a maid so its not like she has to clean.
i think she just moves shit around all day..
i dunno
she always sais she has a "project" shes working on. well i dont fucking underderstand..
when she worked ... she had her own office downtown.. and she usually worked from 9am-6pm.
like a normal office job
but she was over so many people.. so it kept her busy.
now she has nobody to control.. and tell what to do.
so she uses me for that now. so i think thats whats going on.
so- now that shes not working. she sits in her office at home.. and does things. (who knows what)
and she stays in there from about 10-6.. almost like its her ... actual job.
fucking weird.
i guess she just cant break away from all of the habits. i think she only knows how to deal with life.. if its set up like a fucking office.. and all typed out on a spreadsheet.
but me just watching her do all of this. makes me freaking crazy!
cause i think she expects me to live my life like that. and thats shit is NOT going to happen..
i just needed to get all of that out..
thanks LJ :)