so much bitterness. oh well. ignoring me might be the best idea.

[iworshippigs]

GRRR. so the internet is non-existent so im writing this on the computer and im gonna post it later. this evening im either gonna go oevr to the barn to use the internet or go to the apple store and use one of the computers there. but i think im gonna go over to the barn bacue then i can get my lamp and my cell phone charger which i left over there. yeah, so that wil be the excitement of the day: going online. jeez, im so fucking addicted to the internet. oh well, having dial0up again will cure me of that. home in 6 days!!!!! omg im so fucking excited. so rigtht now im staying in an empty apartment behind claudia and abes new house. and i mean empty. this apartment has one room with all my stuff in it and thats it. oh well. i was gonna have a party over the weekend cuz my friend daria is turning 20 on sunday but i dont know if its gonna work. apartently the floors and wals are really thin and all that because last night i ahve my music on at a very reasonable volume and the man who lives downstairs came up to ask me to turn it down under the false pretenses of introducing himself. fucker. and then he preceded to make niose at 6am. damn it. oh well. and there no hot water at the apartment bacuse they decided that i didnt need it so i ad no shower this morning. its was too cold to take a cold shower. it was really really cold. oh well. i got more sleep that way. and i also got to see my hair more straight than its been in forever. it looked pretty shitty though. oh well. so i only have two days and one evening left of work before i leave!!!!! its 19 1/2 more hours. unfortunately i have almost 4 complete days off before i go so im stuck here for a while longer and just sitting on my ass, too. well that was a really long random rant. oh well. so i get off work in 2 1/2 hours. then i can just get the hell outta here.im not gonna stick around for dinner i dont think. when i do i basically just have to work because some child or other is handed to me. and if that doesnt happen then i still have to hear fiona bitch and moan about everything. god damn it. oh, and ive figured out why. i just spent most of the afetrnoon with otto, fiona and her grandmother karen and "gwamma" spoils her so much. oye. i kept having to take her and give ehr time outs while karen was playing with her. and if she whines she can get anything. not cool. it makes me so pissed. oh well, its not my problem any more. and i dont think i take care of fiona again. i have otto on monday and fiona will probably be with karen. oh, i have her for a few hours on sunday night. but other than that im done. fucker. no i can give her the finger and not lose my job over it. because im outta here. weeeeee! okay. well,i think im gonna go call up some people because im boredas hell. god damn.

so that was this afternoon. since then i went over to the apple store and went online there for free. i didnt want to stick around too long, though i i didnt really check everything i wanted to. now it turns out that in karens house (where ive been all day) has wireless interent because someone who lives nearby didnt look their wireless airport. oh well. so i spent 6 hours today being bored and reading old smithsonian magazines because i thought o couldnt be online. oh well. life can be a pain in the ass.
anyway, im gonna go finish all the things i didnt do at the apple store. love to you all
rose