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first and formost, id just like to give a big fuck you to everyone thats ever made me feel like shit. . .youve all finally got to me. . .all at once.
i know that i really shouldnt care about what anyone says about me, and i know that ill be out of here in two days. . .but i just cant handle it anymore. im tired of acting like nothings wrong. i miss my best friend. i miss everything that was about me. i miss being with all of my friends and just sitting there laughing for hours about absolutely nothing. i miss my dad. i miss actually meaning something to someone.
god i want to talk to mitch right now.
so its not like anyone even reads my journal anyway. so i dont even know why im even going to bother posting aside from it making me feel alot better. . .none of this even matters anymore. my mom doesnt want me here. . .so that leaves me with one othe option.
i havent even felt like myself today. actually, i havent even felt like myself in awhile. i guess its been like this since my dad left. i really wish that he would move out here. . .god i miss him. todays his birthday too. . .i wish i was there for it. but im not. im sitting here, crying and writing in this damn journal.
whatever, im over it. . ..
i know that i really shouldnt care about what anyone says about me, and i know that ill be out of here in two days. . .but i just cant handle it anymore. im tired of acting like nothings wrong. i miss my best friend. i miss everything that was about me. i miss being with all of my friends and just sitting there laughing for hours about absolutely nothing. i miss my dad. i miss actually meaning something to someone.
god i want to talk to mitch right now.
so its not like anyone even reads my journal anyway. so i dont even know why im even going to bother posting aside from it making me feel alot better. . .none of this even matters anymore. my mom doesnt want me here. . .so that leaves me with one othe option.
i havent even felt like myself today. actually, i havent even felt like myself in awhile. i guess its been like this since my dad left. i really wish that he would move out here. . .god i miss him. todays his birthday too. . .i wish i was there for it. but im not. im sitting here, crying and writing in this damn journal.
whatever, im over it. . ..