without me by your side you said you were all alone.
and as my tears roll for what used to be mine. i care. thats all i do. ive come to find my purpose in life, and as ive only heard my whole entire life i am an idiot for doing it it is what i cant prevent. this girl came into my life so blindly where as i thought it was going to be nothing but that little spark which was there in our first kiss at a pool hall, the spark continued to light. it not only lit in her eyes but in the relationship we built together. ofcourse we had our millions of arguments but through it all i stood by her side as she did mine. i only did the best i could for her and quite honestly i believe its all done now. im not going to sit here and ridicule the whole relationship because i dont regret a second of it. but i am going to express the lesson ive learned. ive learned that you can always find a beautiful face. its 10 times harder to find a personality to match yours and a pretty face. you do make me happy, so dont dobt that. and i do want you in my life, but just as you i cant deal with this constant confusion and constant unstabilty of what i considered a good relationship, maybe you saw it differnt i dont really know. but it grew so much and so slow that it was beautiful. for the first time in my life there was ony one girl on my mind for three months. no other crushes no thinking about anyone else. just you. it really was only you beautiful. and if we must part our ways i only wish you the best, and i hope you can grow and learn from this that all i did was care, and when i was pushed away i came back for more each time with a little bigger of a heart.