and that may be all i need
woah its been quite some time since i updated this shit. hmm well i havent quite been in the best of moods lately. and just isolated myself from honestly quite everyone. i couldnt deal with it. i dont talk to half the people i used to. i need my old life back when i was happy with who i was and whatever people said meant nothing to me, of course there is a line there which has to be drawn because i wont let people in my life if i continue to block people out. but im learning and getting back there. me and christina are alright again. i had a horrible breakdown and she was there for me. like always she always comes back into my life when i need her the most, and its just known. and i dont quite know or understand why but we still need to talk a lot of things out. me and amando dont talk anymore im not too sure why, but i just kind of tuned everything out. because when people make false acusations about things ive done knowing what kind of person i am and how deeply i care about people it tends to get to me. and in all honesty ive been drinking long enough and drink often enough that for the most part i can control myself especially when it comes to another persons life, but you know what ill just let it pass.
oh wait. 13 DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOOOOLL fucking fabulous im so excited bout this summer its going to be fucking awesome. ill get another job. go through drivers ed. get a car. fucking grade A bro. hmm so me and shib havent chilled in like 2 or 3 weeks. i mean partial is due to her having a girlfriend but i mean i knew it would come to it. idk were suppose to have a "boys night out" this friday because. well because we can and were going to. so im excited about that we havent even talked last night was the first conversation which was more then 10 minutes in the past like two weeks but whatever. uhm. so me and sam have a child its name is cheese. i brought it with me to brooklyn and strapped it in and all she says it suffocated but i left a window open for it. hopefully this cheese wont go MIA.;) uhhhhh so im gunna go help my mother bye
oh wait. 13 DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOOOOLL fucking fabulous im so excited bout this summer its going to be fucking awesome. ill get another job. go through drivers ed. get a car. fucking grade A bro. hmm so me and shib havent chilled in like 2 or 3 weeks. i mean partial is due to her having a girlfriend but i mean i knew it would come to it. idk were suppose to have a "boys night out" this friday because. well because we can and were going to. so im excited about that we havent even talked last night was the first conversation which was more then 10 minutes in the past like two weeks but whatever. uhm. so me and sam have a child its name is cheese. i brought it with me to brooklyn and strapped it in and all she says it suffocated but i left a window open for it. hopefully this cheese wont go MIA.;) uhhhhh so im gunna go help my mother bye