..im waiting for something to go wrong..
so i woke up late and i decided im just going to expand the lateness and not sign in till 5th period because that is when the school calls home and im extrememly tired and just not in school mode. i have 5th and 6th off then sociology and math ha then i come home for the day <3. im such a piece of shit. but ugh i really hate school. i hate how all of this shayna stuff is working out. i like shayna i even told martica that but the fact of the matter is martica is one of my good friends and i cant do that. i cant find myself doing that unless there was just no other choice because my heart couldnt take it any longer. and i feel like shit about the whole thing. i dont know other than that shits alright. i mean im excited theres only like 5 more weeks of school. which seems liek a lot but from here on in theres like 2 crazy week preparing for regents and shit. and then its done <3! we take our regents and finally fucking summer. this school year went so fucking slow it was horrible. liek so much shit happend and i just need a break. this summer should be better than all the rest im not going to junior prom so i can dish so much money out of my mom first off, im going to be working again AND me and shib are taking a fucking road trip. im excited bout that ha with my 22 yr old id. definitly going to be amazing. well i still have an hour till i have to sign in so im probably gunna go take a little nap