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Ah. jade. I dont know what to think. at the rave she kept telling me that she loved me and i was "pretty"
i believed her. and now that she havent made contact with me since, i mean.. i guess she just hadnt seen me in awhile, and thought i didnt like her anymore. not a chance. not a chance in the world. i still love jade. A lot. she hasnt picked up her phone. i mean ive called her at least 6 times.
but i guess thats how john feels about me. i dont call him back either. i think i am going to write him a letter explaining myself. i am pretty fucking insane. not pretty.
its 4:20. a few minutes ago.
am.
i dont know... i guess im going to write in my real journal. because i dont want the world to be bland anymore.
suck my kiss
i believed her. and now that she havent made contact with me since, i mean.. i guess she just hadnt seen me in awhile, and thought i didnt like her anymore. not a chance. not a chance in the world. i still love jade. A lot. she hasnt picked up her phone. i mean ive called her at least 6 times.
but i guess thats how john feels about me. i dont call him back either. i think i am going to write him a letter explaining myself. i am pretty fucking insane. not pretty.
its 4:20. a few minutes ago.
am.
i dont know... i guess im going to write in my real journal. because i dont want the world to be bland anymore.
suck my kiss