Feb 23, 2005 23:49
is this a wonderful feeling? or just a rolling spiky killy feeling?
Here I begin to see what the truth was. whatever happens doesn't mind me much. I don't mind really anything. Its alright, really. Everything is. really.
because this sociopathic feeling that is running deeper in me than any other feeling ive felt, its much much stronger than anything.
"This is not about jelousy, this is not about love. This is about stealing all your money."
HAHAHAHA
The fucking truth. Everything in the end is not about you, or me, its about pleasure. Pleasure. How fucking sad. Pleasure come out of EVERYTHING.
I want to smoke some pot. How sad.
Screw that. I will finally have some mistakes to remember.
OH poor poor :-(
sad one.
hehe.
I am going to call shaun. I want to see how he is.
Love is lonely
Not saying I am in love with shaun.
Not saying that at all.