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ahh..
when i was kind of "with" ajax we were sitting in the park and he told me that i was a lot less.. happy with life?... than he thought i was..
weird.
i guess thats true.
ajax was hot..
ajax was really sweet to me. i mean he asked me if i loved him. i told him that i didnt know. he said he didnt care that i was 13 and that i could still fall in love. he said that every woman's body is a temple. how many guys say that? not many. i think i lost something when i lost ajax.
rah.
life goes on.
i dont understand... anything. jared? i dont know. but im happy i guess.. so ill just deal. lifes just like death, you know? you cant do anything to stop it but it will happen sooner or later. hopefully sooner, because being a human being, i am impatient.
jared said some stuff that was really mean. jade tells me that it makes her sad when she hears about me from jared. well i think jared should... stop making people sad. i mean thats not all he does at all!! but i dont know.. why is jade sad?!? i dont know. i dont think i want anything to do with it anymore. i dont think im going to go to the highschool either. its not worth it. maybe i am a mindless liar..
i can assure you though, i am not a vegetable.
when i was kind of "with" ajax we were sitting in the park and he told me that i was a lot less.. happy with life?... than he thought i was..
weird.
i guess thats true.
ajax was hot..
ajax was really sweet to me. i mean he asked me if i loved him. i told him that i didnt know. he said he didnt care that i was 13 and that i could still fall in love. he said that every woman's body is a temple. how many guys say that? not many. i think i lost something when i lost ajax.
rah.
life goes on.
i dont understand... anything. jared? i dont know. but im happy i guess.. so ill just deal. lifes just like death, you know? you cant do anything to stop it but it will happen sooner or later. hopefully sooner, because being a human being, i am impatient.
jared said some stuff that was really mean. jade tells me that it makes her sad when she hears about me from jared. well i think jared should... stop making people sad. i mean thats not all he does at all!! but i dont know.. why is jade sad?!? i dont know. i dont think i want anything to do with it anymore. i dont think im going to go to the highschool either. its not worth it. maybe i am a mindless liar..
i can assure you though, i am not a vegetable.