Nightmare.

[iwontloseyou]

Last night, I had the worst dream I have ever had. Jared had some weird disease, and my mom had to take care of him. And give him like insolin or something through a needle and you know i forgot what those things are called like when heroin users shoot up. yeah anyway. he lived in my house and i was desperatly in love and obsessed and he couldnt see rats or something so he had me cover up every hole in the house. anyway somehow jared had got my moms needle-thing and he got mad at me and he stuck it in my head really hard and injected air into my head. it hurt really bad. but anyway he started hating me. and he left my moms house and went to live with taylor and jade cause he hated me and he talked to me about how much he htaed me and i would cry and tell him that i would take care of him if he would just hang out with me and then he was like you are lame im going to leave with talor and jade and i was like NoooOOOooo and i followed him. i decided to try to make him jelous so i had sex with this guy and jared asked me if i would fuck him. i said no.
that dream sucked..
it was really vivid though.
anyway the guy that drove me around yesterday had diabetes and he let me shoot him up. hhaaha it was really scary. i think thats where the needle part thing came from. anyway..
i love jared.