if you jump i will jump, too.
i was so disgusted with myself today.
lately, i've started gaining more confidence and feeling better about myself. then, i went to the nurse's office for some physical thing. i saw how much i weigh now and my c0onfidence was instantly destroyed. i thought i'd, if anything, been losing weight with walking around school a lot 5 days a week. nope. i gained weight. i just feel so ugly now. if i didn't know better, i'd be willing to bet i'd be chilling over the toilet bowl or skipping meals from now on. but, i'm not going to do that. maybe i'll learn to accept myself from who i am. but that's really hard, being imperfect in a seemingly perfect world.
lately, i've started gaining more confidence and feeling better about myself. then, i went to the nurse's office for some physical thing. i saw how much i weigh now and my c0onfidence was instantly destroyed. i thought i'd, if anything, been losing weight with walking around school a lot 5 days a week. nope. i gained weight. i just feel so ugly now. if i didn't know better, i'd be willing to bet i'd be chilling over the toilet bowl or skipping meals from now on. but, i'm not going to do that. maybe i'll learn to accept myself from who i am. but that's really hard, being imperfect in a seemingly perfect world.