Anger, Lust, and Love
Title: Anger, Lust, and Love
Chapter: 5/?
Word Count: 2601
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Zac and Taylor Hanson (Zaylor)
POV: Zac
Summary: Zac bottled up a deep pain in his heart that resulted to anger to his brother Taylor. But at the same time he struggles to bottle up the lust that he has for him. Will he be able to continue his facade of being a cool brother? Or will lust prevail? Or is it love?
Excerpt: “You really enjoyed last night huh?”
“I did.” Even if it was interrupted by Taylor’s drunken ramblings. I did enjoy last night even if Taylor ruined it. But it will be a lot of fun if we were able to finish what we’ve started.
Excess: I am not from an English speaking country so please bear with my writing. I am limited on vocabulary but I hope I was able to write it clear and understandable enough. This is my first fanfic and I’m kind of nervous posting it. But I guess there’s no harm in trying, I hope you enjoy reading it.
Chapter 5
Zac
My mind had been intoxicated by all of him, by him being just Taylor. I always blamed it to him. If he did not start it, I wouldn’t think of him this way. I would never know how it felt to kiss him and to touch him. But now it’s too late for that. I didn't understand why I enjoyed having sex with girls, but at the same time I always longed for him. I didn't know what’s in Taylor that kept on pulling me. I wanted to forget about him, about us, but how? My heart didn't want to let go and my body screamed for Taylor especially right now. As a matter of fact, my cock was still longing for his touch, like the way he used to. Just like what he said, nobody could touch me like he did.
And yeah, he’s right again, “I ain’t getting enough lovin’”. I said aloud with a smirk.
It’s 3 am, but maybe because of Taylor’s kisses, It felt like I just woke up. I wasn't not tired at all. I wasn't sleepy. So I continued driving, I didn't want to go home yet. My cock was achingly protruded on my jeans. I adjusted myself as I drove. Damn Taylor for being a pussy. His drunken guts did this. I wondered what might have happened if I did not stop. “God, damn it.” The thought of what could happen was driving me insane.
I jumped to the sound of my ringing tone. A bit of excitement crept through me when I saw Mandy’s name on the screen.
“Hey.”
“Hi Zac, where are you? Did you left already? I can’t see you anywhere.”
“Sorry Mands, I accompanied Taylor, he’s kinda wasted.”
“Oh, I see. Uhmm are you gonna come back here?” She asked teasingly.
“Why? Do you want me to?” I asked in a low voice.
“Of course I do, if that’s ok. I mean, my friends are about to go home too, you know. Do you want to hang out for a bit?”
Hah. I know what she’s thinking and my dick would never say no.
“Sure Mands, I’ll pick you up there, ok.”
“Alright, see you Zac.”
Adrenaline rush. Hell yeah. My cock was still hard as a rock. Taylor’s lips were like aphrodisiac, but since we stopped, I better go and look for a replacement. Mandy’s companion was not bad. She’s good. She maybe looked shy, but she’s really good in bed. I smiled at the thought.
Mandy’s on the same bench that we were sitting on earlier. I held her hand as we walked to my car.
“Where do you want to go?”
I smiled at her. “To my house.”
“Oh, is it ok with your parents?” My smile grew wider.
“No, not there, to my house.”
Her eyes narrowed. I just gave her a grin as I drove.
I stopped in front of my new house and I opened the door of my car for her.
“Oh shit, I forgot to buy drinks, Mands.” I told her as we walked on my front yard.
“That’s ok, just show me around.”
“Alright, that’s cool with me.”
I opened the door and let her in. She walked past me and I followed her, looking at her ass.
I couldn’t help myself, my member was still longing for attention. So I rushed to her back and embraced her. I ground my hips on her lower back to tell her what I wanted.
“Ummm, you smell so good, Mands. I love your perfume.”
She held my neck with her right hand, I kissed her shoulder, then I sucked on her earlobe gently. My kisses trailed down on her neck with sucking kisses as I pressed my cock on her ass.
“Uhhhh, baby, I thought you gonna show me around?” She asked teasingly, she bucked her hips into my cock, god, I wanted to fuck her.
“Some other time Mands, I want to show you something, he misses you so much. Is that ok?” I asked referring to my hard dick.
My hands crept to her breast and I gave them a slow massage. She’s not wearing bra, so I could feel her tits easily, they were hard.
“You’re horny, huh?”
She turned around to look at me. She started unfastening my belt after I nodded. I pulled her for a kiss. She opened her mouth to welcome my tongue. She whimpered to my mouth, as my hands roamed around her body. I started caressing her sides, then her breasts, then her back to pull her closer. My pants and my boxers were now pulled down to my ankle. She ended the kiss and unbuttoned my shirt. Within seconds, I was only wearing my socks and shoes while my jeans and boxers were still around my ankles. She played with my nipples as we kissed heatedly. She traced soft kisses on my neck and then on my chest. My hands held the back of her head and I made a fist of her hair as she licked on my left nipple.
“Shit Mandy, make me feel good” I wanted her to suck my dick, so I pushed her head gently downwards. She obeyed and smiled as she went down on her knees and stared at my stiff dick. I gave her a smirk. Then she started giving me a head.
She licked the underside of my cock like a lollipop, her eyes never leaving mine. Then she licked my balls, my head automatically hit the wall that I’m leaning on, a laud groan escaped my mouth. She grabbed my cock and enveloped it with her hand, tugging slowly. Her free hand stayed on my hips. I couldn’t stop myself from jerking forward to her hand’s movements. I wanted more.
“Suck it Mandy, I want your mouth around my cock.” I told her with a groan.
She smirked but she obeyed, so her head started bobbing up and down my length. I bucked my hips to meet her mouth, “yes, baby, that’s what I want. Suck it hard.”
She moaned, as she sucked on my dick, I knew she enjoyed giving me a head.
She licked the tip of my dick, the tip of her tongue played with my slit overflowing with precum. “Hmmm Zac, you taste good.” I gently played with her hair.
“Oh yeah? Then suck me more.” I bit my lip, and let my head thump back against the wall. I jerked my hips gently to her mouth as she alternately sucked and licked my dick. “God Mandy, you’re way too talented to what you do.”
If I would only think of my own pleasure, I would fuck her mouth till I come, but of course, I had to give back to Mandy. I’m near, but I didn't want to come yet, so I gently pulled her up. She looked at me seductively, while her hand was still wrapped around my dick.
I didn't want to come on her hand, so with hurry, I turned her around, so she was facing the wall. I pulled up her dress, and pulled down her underwear to her knees. I started massaging her right breast underneath her dress. “Zac, fuck me now, please, fuck me hard and slow.”
“You want slow?” I asked with my hot breath on her ear.
“Yes please, but I want it hard too.” She placed her hands on my hips as she grind her ass on my cock. I wanted to fuck her ass, but she may not like it, so I just grabbed my hard dick and guided it to her entrance from behind.
“Shit, Mands, you’re wet, so wet for me, huh?”
“Of course baby, I want you so fucking much, so just do it.“ She wiggled her ass in slow motion to emphasize what she meant.
Holycow, this girl’s asking for a hard sex, so who am I to complain?
So I pushed deep inside her, “Oh, that’s it baby!” She bucked her hips as if wanting to bury my cock some more.
So I pulled all the way then jerk hard into her again, and again and again. She moaned uncontrollably. Her body was pressed against the wall. She never seemed to mind, though.
“Yes, yes, yes, damn Zac, you’re amazing baby, more, deeper,”
Mandy was a noisy sex partner, but that’s ok, since we’re all alone here.
I rolled my hips, my cock was still buried inside her wet pussy from her behind, and she rocked her hips with mine.
Then I withdrew just to plunge in deeper this time and harder. I pushed and pulled with a grind of my hips with every thrust I made. My left hand crept from her hip to her pubic hair down to her clit. I placed my ring finger on its tip to rub it in circular motion. I groaned, her hot hole felt so good around my cock.
“Mmm, you like that Mandy? My hard dick in you?”
“Fuck yes Zac, ohh!” She screamed as I increased my pace. I rocked on her back hard. And damn, it’s not easy to fuck hard, especially for the third time tonight. So I was panting and sweating. But I was nearing my orgasm and I wanted her to come too before me, so I ground my hips deeper and played with her clit rougher this time.
“Shit baby, Zac, please.”
I moved faster, my breaths were heavy, I sucked on her neck and gripped her hips tighter. “Come on baby, come on!”
I rubbed her clit faster, and fucked her harder. The rocking of our hips with sweats in between created loud smacking sounds. “Mmmm, Mandy, you’re so fucking hot, and I’m fucking coming.”
“God Zac, ohhhh, oooohhh!”
And she went limp on my grasp, I jerked faster and sucked on her neck some more and then I relaxed as I spilled my load inside her. “Fuck Mands.”
She pushed her hips to me as she felt my loads inside her hole. “Oh god Zac, mmhhhmmmm”
My hands held her still for few seconds as we caught our breath. I rested my chin on her shoulder breathing hard.
“You’re a bad girl, Mands. You’re bad and you know it.” I said still panting.
I pulled myself from her and started pulling up her panty. I gently caressed her hip bone before I let her dress cover her legs. She smiled at me, then I pulled up my boxers and pants. I grabbed my shirt tossed on the floor. She helped me buttoning my shirt. “You know Zac, I always enjoy your company.”
“Me too.” I flipped my hair, it’s wet because of my sweats. I needed to take a shower.
“Maybe.”
I furrowed my eyebrows, “why did you say that?”
“I know you Zac, you’re not contented in just one girl.”
I wanted to roll my eyes, but I couldn’t so I just smiled at her as sweet as I could.
“Mands, you know me, you know I like you right?”
“Uhuh.” She bit her lips and pressed her palms on my chest.
“But I can’t give you more, you know that too, right?”
I kissed her lips gently, and then her earlobe. “We both want it, and we’re both enjoying it, Mands.”
She sighed and then she smiled. “That’s ok Zac, as long as we enjoy what we do and I get to have some piece of this.” She said as she gave my manhood a quick caress.
I smiled at her with satisfied smile.
“So are we gonna stay here?”
“Nope Mands, I don’t have bed yet here, come, let me drive you home. I placed my hand on her shoulder as we walked to my car.
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“So when you gonna shop for your things on your new house?” Ike asked, the two of us sat on the couch just like what we used to after band practice. I lazily dropped my feet on the table in front of the couch as Ike did the same. Ike also got excited and happy to know that I’ve decided to be more independent. Taylor was sitting on the arm chair beside me. We started our band practice late today since all of us did not get enough sleep last night. We were at least able to finish practicing all of the songs on our set list.
“Well, actually they’ll be delivered on Saturday. Can you guys help me this weekend? Can you keep an eye to my instruments on the basement and move them to my house as I wait for the delivery?
‘No problem. Me and Tay will take charge of that.” He said grinning.
Taylor rubbed his palms on his knees, as if wanting to say something, of course he had something to say.
“How did you find it? I mean that house?” I couldn’t help to raise my eyebrows. His question was kinda out of the blue, although it’s still about my house, but we’re talking about my things to be moved.
I studied his face, does he knew? Did he remember? He was so drunk last night. Probably not, he could look me in the eye, so maybe not.
I swallowed first before I answered. “Well, I’m just driving around when I saw a signed board of house for sale there. The owner just actually put it there and she’s about to call an agent to help her sell the house. Good timing I saw it.”
“Wow, maybe that house was really meant for you, Zac.” Ike was impressed I could sense that to this tone.
“Taylor told me it’s just few blocks away from his house?”
“Ah, y-yeah”, fuck! I should not stutter, they might see through me. Relax Zac. Tay is still oblivious of the fact that the reason why you bought that house is because it’s near his house. You’re safe as of now.
“I never realized that’s its near Taylor’s house until I drove back to it the next day to check on it some more.” I hoped I didn't sound defensive. Was I?
“Oh I see, but it’s a good thing, Zac” Me and Taylor both nodded to Ike’s statement. I couldn’t look at Taylor but I could see him nodding on my side.
“I t-think, I’m going, Natalie asked me to buy something.” Tay hurriedly went out after giving me a quick and hurried glance.
Ike eyed me with a curious look.
“What’s wrong with him, he’s kinda weird today, don’t you think?” Poor Ike, if you knew, you’d be lost too. Yes, Tay, knew what happened, and he was scared? Or ashamed? Whatever. But he was definitely not comfortable with it, definitely. But I’d play it cool, besides I couldn’t do anything about it, even if I confront him.
“I don’t know, maybe just hangover, we had a long night last night.” I grinned remembering Shirley and Mandy. Er,,, I mean Shiela.
“Aww man, you’re a manwhore, who is it, the first one or the second one?”
I placed my arms at the back of the couch and crossed my legs. “Both.”
“Ike’s eyes looked like big balls now and his mouth seemed to say “wow” but no words came out. So I just grinned at him, and he grinned at me too.
“You really enjoyed last night huh?”
“I did.” Even if it was interrupted by Taylor’s drunken ramblings. I did enjoy last night even if Taylor ruined it. But of course it could have been more better if we were able to finish what we’ve started. I sighed.
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