Sep 01, 2004 20:51
so that time has come. less then 48 hours to go. i sent out the last of my stuff today. most of it should meet me there..or be there by tuesday. i still have to pack up my car and get an oil change. oh and locate my brother and make sure he's here and ready to leave when i need to leave. i have so many emotions running through me right now. im anxious, excited, and ridiculously happy that ill be able to see brian every day. but im sad about leaving all of this behind. i know it will be alright. and i finally believe that my family is happy for me. for once im doing everything the right way. i have a plan. i have an amazing and supportive boyfriend. and a head on my shoulders that functions properly for once.
my relationship with my family has grown to be so great in the past few months. its like im leaving just when everything has leveled off. im going to miss them...but who wouldnt? just because we dont get to see each other every day doesnt mean i still wont think of the world of them. and call them all too often to tell them all the stupid things they would normally witness me doing.
i just know this is all going to be great.
so wish me luck.
minneapolis here i come.