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[iwokeupincanada]

i wish i could go back in time, i miss this summer. ::sigh:: oh well. i cant wait to get out of this town when i graduate, and for everyone here to forget i ever existed. sometimes i wonder if i died who would be at my funeral? like if i dropped dead tomorrow would anyone even notice i was gone? probably not...i guess thats not much of a

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[navillusarat]

I care about you. God forbid you should drop dead anytime soon, but I would definitely go to your funeral and bring flowers to your grave.

Lots of people love + care about you. I think you'd be surprised.

[jacjac616]

You'd be surprised my friend... I miss youuuu

[iwokeupincanada]

thanks tara, i appreciate that, i miss you! i wouldnt even go to my own funeral though lol. but do you ever think about death like that, about like who would miss you and who you know wouldnt? i dont know, maybe im the only one who does.......im wierd like that, kind of obsessed with death i guess...hmm...sounds really fucked up when you read it huh?

[navillusarat]

I think about death more than some people. It's probably because I love life more than they do. Well, honestly, I think most people have thoughts about dying and their funerals, but not everyone is open about it. My obsession with death probably attributes to my love for Six Feet UnderBut seriously, I think about death all the time. Where do we go? I think it's fascinating that one day, no matter how hard we try to avoid it, ultimately, we will die. Our bodies will just... stop. It's intriguing-- but terrifying

[arielthibs]

i'd go, and i'd bring mike and sam, wherever the hell she is, and gary and natalie, both of em,. the preppy one and the coke head...i'd bring em all. and karen. and karen would bring the popsicles.

hang in there kid :)