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yea, its been awhile since ive updated, but thats just because ive been wicked busy, and when i have had the time, i've either been really high and was too lazy to write or the computers off...
i've been thinking alot lately about where im going with my life and all the shit thats been going on. the other day i was talking to my parents and they were pissed because i havent been doing alot of the stuff im supposed to be doing for the tutor, and they said if im not going to do the work that i should have the courage of my convictions and just say it to them and the tutor. well that made me think alot, and they're right, and im not going to do the work, and i know that. i decided that i dont want to go back to school in the fall. i'll say im going to do the work, but i say that every year, and i never do, and it just gets worse and worse every year. school just isnt the place for me i guess, but at least i realized that....right? i dont know. i'll probably go to night school or something, but i just cant do the school thing anymore. i have alot of decisions to make i guess.....
i've been thinking alot lately about where im going with my life and all the shit thats been going on. the other day i was talking to my parents and they were pissed because i havent been doing alot of the stuff im supposed to be doing for the tutor, and they said if im not going to do the work that i should have the courage of my convictions and just say it to them and the tutor. well that made me think alot, and they're right, and im not going to do the work, and i know that. i decided that i dont want to go back to school in the fall. i'll say im going to do the work, but i say that every year, and i never do, and it just gets worse and worse every year. school just isnt the place for me i guess, but at least i realized that....right? i dont know. i'll probably go to night school or something, but i just cant do the school thing anymore. i have alot of decisions to make i guess.....