ahh so many entries i kno but im crying and need to get my emotions out

[iwnab_abuterfly]

well im very sad at the moment part of me hates stacie s but the other part of me loves her and misses her and doesnt want to lose her as friend. i only wish the i was as important to her as a friend as she to me. she used to b like a sis to me, i just would love to wonder what life would b like now if she never started dating nick and stacy never broke up with perry. i bet u alot better. dont get me wrong i like nick. but stacy i neglected stacie so much that it kind made me and her get close. and i just wish that things were how they used to be .everyone friends. and no drama. and thinking about life rite now is making me very sad and depressed
sometimes i wish i was a buterfly and i just could fly away from my life. leave it as someitmes i feel it has left me.........

:-(

jen