Guess who's back, back again.
oh how I want to be someone else.
So every once in a while, I get into these crazy moods. Usually it is when I get really really depressed. So, here it goes.
I have had plenty of troubles that I do not even want to talk about in the past couple of months. It sucks though because I got over it quicker than I thought I ever would. I guess with help from the people who I call my friends and my family, it became less difficult. That and he pissed me off.
One of my friends who I have had in my heart for about 8 years now, told me something that made me feel so special. She told me that I do not deserve to have people in my life who will treat me like shit. She said in one of her blogs that she wrote a long long long time ago, that I will find the guy who will treat me right. It just sucks because I thought I found a great guy but he turned out to be a real "asshole". Anyways, I hope she reads this and knows that I love her sooooo sooooo sooo much!
I also want to mention how much I apprechiate everyone bearing with me through these past couple of months. I know I have become a bit crazy but sometimes that is why people love me. I know there is one person in this world who considers me to be her little sister. Just having someone tell me that they love me like family brings a whole other joy to my life. She is too much fun to be around and I cannot wait to see her again. It sucks because I never want to leave her when I am around her.
I think my roommate also deserves to be mentioned here. She has put up with so much shit that I have put her through in the past year and yet she still loves to be around me. I could be driving her up the wall or so pissed off and she will still love to sit down and play mario with me.
You know. I have learned that it is the little things in life that make people feel as good as they do. For instance, every time I see Cam or Ben they have me laughing so hard I have tears in my eyes. Its not that no one else makes me laugh its just the thought that they actually except me for who I am and they welcome me everytime they see me.
As far as work goes. I know I have been there constantly and have had no time for anyone else but I hope everyone understands that even though I am working and always tired and exhausted I love my job. I could not trade it for anything in the world. My clients may misbehave sometimes and I may not get along with a little miss priss that works there but hey, I love my clients. They dont treat me like I am just someone there, they treat me like I am a part of their life and they want to keep me there. The fact that me just saying that I am going to leave will make them cry, is just a great feeling. I know I am making a difference in their life and I plan to stay in it as long as I can.
Baby brother, now you need to listen here! I may get mad at you for pretending to be mom and then calling me dumb but you know I love you. I just cannot believe you would say such hateful things. But I love you and I am looking forward to Disney... of course..... i look forward to it every year.
To all the people who attempt to keep in touch with me and let me know how they are doing and making sure I am alright. Thank you. I love you guys sooooooo much and I would never change anything in the world for different people. I am glad I have found you guys and I am looking forward to coming home.
I am also looking forward to going to the mall to go shopping for kids who are turning 1!!!!! YAY!!!! Baby shopping!!!!! :)
Deb I am sorry that I forgot you! You know I love you... I thought you were in here when I had originally written this. It is nice to always have you there to vent and all. We may get pissy towards eachother but we get over it pretty quickly. That is why I am glad that I have you in my life. :)))))))))))))
on another note. I HATE LITTLE MISS PRISS AT WORK! Seriously she is a STUPID cunt who needs to go back to her trash can where she came from :) I am very nice.
So every once in a while, I get into these crazy moods. Usually it is when I get really really depressed. So, here it goes.
I have had plenty of troubles that I do not even want to talk about in the past couple of months. It sucks though because I got over it quicker than I thought I ever would. I guess with help from the people who I call my friends and my family, it became less difficult. That and he pissed me off.
One of my friends who I have had in my heart for about 8 years now, told me something that made me feel so special. She told me that I do not deserve to have people in my life who will treat me like shit. She said in one of her blogs that she wrote a long long long time ago, that I will find the guy who will treat me right. It just sucks because I thought I found a great guy but he turned out to be a real "asshole". Anyways, I hope she reads this and knows that I love her sooooo sooooo sooo much!
I also want to mention how much I apprechiate everyone bearing with me through these past couple of months. I know I have become a bit crazy but sometimes that is why people love me. I know there is one person in this world who considers me to be her little sister. Just having someone tell me that they love me like family brings a whole other joy to my life. She is too much fun to be around and I cannot wait to see her again. It sucks because I never want to leave her when I am around her.
I think my roommate also deserves to be mentioned here. She has put up with so much shit that I have put her through in the past year and yet she still loves to be around me. I could be driving her up the wall or so pissed off and she will still love to sit down and play mario with me.
You know. I have learned that it is the little things in life that make people feel as good as they do. For instance, every time I see Cam or Ben they have me laughing so hard I have tears in my eyes. Its not that no one else makes me laugh its just the thought that they actually except me for who I am and they welcome me everytime they see me.
As far as work goes. I know I have been there constantly and have had no time for anyone else but I hope everyone understands that even though I am working and always tired and exhausted I love my job. I could not trade it for anything in the world. My clients may misbehave sometimes and I may not get along with a little miss priss that works there but hey, I love my clients. They dont treat me like I am just someone there, they treat me like I am a part of their life and they want to keep me there. The fact that me just saying that I am going to leave will make them cry, is just a great feeling. I know I am making a difference in their life and I plan to stay in it as long as I can.
Baby brother, now you need to listen here! I may get mad at you for pretending to be mom and then calling me dumb but you know I love you. I just cannot believe you would say such hateful things. But I love you and I am looking forward to Disney... of course..... i look forward to it every year.
To all the people who attempt to keep in touch with me and let me know how they are doing and making sure I am alright. Thank you. I love you guys sooooooo much and I would never change anything in the world for different people. I am glad I have found you guys and I am looking forward to coming home.
I am also looking forward to going to the mall to go shopping for kids who are turning 1!!!!! YAY!!!! Baby shopping!!!!! :)
Deb I am sorry that I forgot you! You know I love you... I thought you were in here when I had originally written this. It is nice to always have you there to vent and all. We may get pissy towards eachother but we get over it pretty quickly. That is why I am glad that I have you in my life. :)))))))))))))
on another note. I HATE LITTLE MISS PRISS AT WORK! Seriously she is a STUPID cunt who needs to go back to her trash can where she came from :) I am very nice.