2008
Thats right. I moved back to Sebastian. Well , Grant. It's like right outside of Sebastian and in between Melbourne. I have a job interview tomorrow with FMU and Im going to the doctor tomorrow to get my Thyroid and this effing cold checked out. I have a headache but I hope that will pass soon enough.
Why did I move? What happened? It's 2008, whahuh?
Well, in short, no marriage for me... I think... EVER perhaps. We'll see. What happened was bad and it got worse and now its actually better and it can only get better. Nights are lonely but Grace has never been happier strangely. She loves playing with kids and we havent spent this much time together in a long time. I thought about writing and what I would say or if I wanted to say anything (this is first posted in my livejournal because I actually post there for my own piece of mind) but then enough people asked me to where I guessed it was a good idea to put this here. Im doing really well and its only going to get better. Im not saying I dont get sad or even a little down in the dumps but for the most part, Im pretty content and even looking forward to the idea that Im finally going to get to do things my way and not have to pander to someone elses idea of life. Im so happy to be with Grace this much and we are having the best time. So far it has been a great thing to see one good friend and I am looking forward to seeing a few more very soon. I've missed them so much.
I do miss my friends in Tallahassee and I miss Rob and I playing the Wii at night but thats no reason to stay in a relationship , but the friends I made there almost convinced me to stay there. Thats a small update, maybe more later.
Why did I move? What happened? It's 2008, whahuh?
Well, in short, no marriage for me... I think... EVER perhaps. We'll see. What happened was bad and it got worse and now its actually better and it can only get better. Nights are lonely but Grace has never been happier strangely. She loves playing with kids and we havent spent this much time together in a long time. I thought about writing and what I would say or if I wanted to say anything (this is first posted in my livejournal because I actually post there for my own piece of mind) but then enough people asked me to where I guessed it was a good idea to put this here. Im doing really well and its only going to get better. Im not saying I dont get sad or even a little down in the dumps but for the most part, Im pretty content and even looking forward to the idea that Im finally going to get to do things my way and not have to pander to someone elses idea of life. Im so happy to be with Grace this much and we are having the best time. So far it has been a great thing to see one good friend and I am looking forward to seeing a few more very soon. I've missed them so much.
I do miss my friends in Tallahassee and I miss Rob and I playing the Wii at night but thats no reason to stay in a relationship , but the friends I made there almost convinced me to stay there. Thats a small update, maybe more later.