arggg
I have to go to work super early today for this seminar thing and I am not happy about it. I'll probably fall asleep since I can't get a good nights sleep to save my life. I just dont know what to do. This insomnia is the worst its been in a long time. For at least 3 years anyways. I always wake up coughing up blood or blowing my nose and there is blood. I think it might be normal though. And my ear hurts. Yes, I guess this is a post where I complain. However, Pam and Tiffany are very good to me and I appreciate them emmensly. Actually, Tiffany gets me to work (and is my reason for living, duh), Pam keeps me fed, and Rob keeps a roof over my head for now so life is not that bad. Its just I wish my body was built a little sturdier sometimes. Other times I might make myself work a little bit harder and push through it. In this case it results in early labor and thats no fun at all. But letting people take care of you isnt always easy, at least for me anyways. But I guess Ill finish my cereal.