fall break

[iwishuwouldgo]

ugh... i need some kind of break. my dad is really pissing me off right now. he's just sooo irresponsible right now, and he sometimes realizes that and goes into these fits of depression, but now his problems are interfering with my life. I should have seen this coming. Yeah and chris wants to take me to prom, but i don't think my parents will let me go. All weekend i'll be with hilly, who wants to go to the jackson fair tommorrow. and i would really like to, because that would mean that i would be able to see drew for the first time in nine weeks. I can't believe its been that long. and last night i slammed kade's fingers in the door. accident. and he told me i'm shallow, because i care too much about a guys looks and it shouldnt matter if they have a good personality. I called him a hypocrite. And everything was going pretty well, until i started crying this morning. i guess i just needed it. I haven't cryed in a while.

"I know that you're leaving. You must have your reasons... And it'll happen once again. I'll turn into a friend. Someone that understands and sees through the master plan. But now everybody's gone and I've been here for too long to face this on my own. Well, I guess this is growing up."
[Blink182]

"Forever always seems to be around when things begin, but forever never seems to be around when it ends."
[Ben Harper]

"I'm not gonna fade as soon as you close your eyes. And you know it."
[Alanis Morisette]

And it's times like this that I dread... When there's everything to say and nothing left to be said."
[Third Eye Blind]