Ugh.
Well today could have been a good day. It had oppurtunity.....
But...
Well basicly, if you care to read... (obvioulsy you do cuz you opened my ljcut... anyway... bascily i spent the whole day working, so I could be with Lesley tonight and go see a movie. Basicly got myself all excited, was siked and all the rest. Then come 6:45, 15 min before I am supposed to leave, I ask mom for some money. She goes what you need money? Uh yea I am going to go see a movie? What did you think? Just go get some money from an ATM. Her response? We are way to tight on cash right now and the bills cant be payed and there is no way I can spare it. Cant spare the money? Its 10 fsking dollars!!!! Im not asking for a kidney here. And ya know what? If your so strapped for fsking cash why dont you stop buying things for the house you fsktard! We have invested more than $10,000 on the house that we are leaveing. HELLO? WE ARE FSKING MOVING! Why the fsk spend that kind of money on a house you are leaving? Not to mention the house we are moving into needs renovations, is smaller than this one, and costs $50,000 more than this house will sell for. What the fsk are they thinking! FUCK! It makes me want to kill someone.... I need to take a walk.... I think I am going to sneak out tonight and go see lesley... even tho she will be sleeping and wont be able to sneak me in the house cuz that would be way to risky... ill just talk to her window or something... i dont care... i just want to see her... I know its only been one day but I went and got myself all excited about seeing her and then the "Broken" Video played and Amy Lee made things worse... IT ISNT FAIR!
IT ISNT FAIR!