And when shes gone...
.....I feel so empty.
Ugh.... well its been 3 days living here since school ended... I've spent every day sulking in the basement... It wouldnt be so bad if the computer would work right... at least then I'd have games to get my mind off of things... But no... My computer got damaged during the move. The graphics card is fried. That will cost me another $300+... Im using one of the computer we had up for sale now, but it has a bum graphics card in it too. We bought the parts on Ebay and the card was no good... sometimes it works, sometimes it dont. More often the latter... So most of the day I'm left to just sit and think... and of course... I do nothing but think of her... I miss Lesley so much... I know its only been three days... and it will be at least two more till I can see her again... but... Im so used to having her around... Shes the best thing thats ever happened to me, and to have the best thing taken away... grr... I'm so down...
Things will get better...
I just need something to keep my mind off of things...
Off of her...
And my lack of being with her...
Ugh.... well its been 3 days living here since school ended... I've spent every day sulking in the basement... It wouldnt be so bad if the computer would work right... at least then I'd have games to get my mind off of things... But no... My computer got damaged during the move. The graphics card is fried. That will cost me another $300+... Im using one of the computer we had up for sale now, but it has a bum graphics card in it too. We bought the parts on Ebay and the card was no good... sometimes it works, sometimes it dont. More often the latter... So most of the day I'm left to just sit and think... and of course... I do nothing but think of her... I miss Lesley so much... I know its only been three days... and it will be at least two more till I can see her again... but... Im so used to having her around... Shes the best thing thats ever happened to me, and to have the best thing taken away... grr... I'm so down...
Things will get better...
I just need something to keep my mind off of things...
Off of her...
And my lack of being with her...