RENT flickers in my mind
how can a night so frozen be so scolding hot.....how can a morning this mild be so raw....
have you ever wanted to delete the last 3 months of your life? take away the people that you had to meet, erase all of them so your life could get back to normality and happy times? yea right i couldnt pay someone enough money to concentrate on my happiness, it is life we all have to deasl with shit even tho sometimes you have to deal with more shit then you can handle all at one time, but i dont know i give up with fighting with everything.....i'll eat when i eat, i am sicjk of that shit....i still wont go back to drugs and alcohol tho, i am beter off of it all thjis i know...and as of all of the 12 year old rumors and fihgts at school right now, i choose to ignore it, i am tired and worn out from petty bickering and arguing it is a complete waste of my time and theirs but if they choose to continue they will be just yelling at a dead wall...lets grow up guys...i hate fucking high school for this main reason right here.........i am so tired i mean i stay up all nighjt long tossing and turning baout every little thing, well last ngiht was my last night, i am done just giving up it isn't worth it anymore...i am just goign to live my life and hoever feels the need to invade it so do it but you arent goign to hurt meso waste your time as much as you want i just dont care about it anymore to be honest with you.........
have you ever wanted to delete the last 3 months of your life? take away the people that you had to meet, erase all of them so your life could get back to normality and happy times? yea right i couldnt pay someone enough money to concentrate on my happiness, it is life we all have to deasl with shit even tho sometimes you have to deal with more shit then you can handle all at one time, but i dont know i give up with fighting with everything.....i'll eat when i eat, i am sicjk of that shit....i still wont go back to drugs and alcohol tho, i am beter off of it all thjis i know...and as of all of the 12 year old rumors and fihgts at school right now, i choose to ignore it, i am tired and worn out from petty bickering and arguing it is a complete waste of my time and theirs but if they choose to continue they will be just yelling at a dead wall...lets grow up guys...i hate fucking high school for this main reason right here.........i am so tired i mean i stay up all nighjt long tossing and turning baout every little thing, well last ngiht was my last night, i am done just giving up it isn't worth it anymore...i am just goign to live my life and hoever feels the need to invade it so do it but you arent goign to hurt meso waste your time as much as you want i just dont care about it anymore to be honest with you.........