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This is the first time I've sagged into this much depression in a long time. I just wish there was a magic drug that would make everyone who causes/has ever caused me pain just dissapear from my aching mind. I would forget all about all of the awful stuff. I would have no idea my life sucks so very hard.
My broken heart list.
Natasha Hall
Bruce Coleman
Everyone is Seussical is so stuck up.
I hate what these people have done to me. I am a mean, sad, very very very bitchy, worthless feeling little girl. I hate them for how they make me feel. I am fucking talnted, goddammit, and I REFUSE to let them make me feel otherwise. I will not give up. Natasha will get out with no Mr. Coleman and find her place. I just want to die sometimes. I cry fairly regularly. I just can't go on for very much longer. Just two more weeks of Seussical. Just two more months or whoever til Madwoman is over. Five more months of highschool. I will survive. I hate that my senior year has to be so .........shitty.
I hate me.
My broken heart list.
Natasha Hall
Bruce Coleman
Everyone is Seussical is so stuck up.
I hate what these people have done to me. I am a mean, sad, very very very bitchy, worthless feeling little girl. I hate them for how they make me feel. I am fucking talnted, goddammit, and I REFUSE to let them make me feel otherwise. I will not give up. Natasha will get out with no Mr. Coleman and find her place. I just want to die sometimes. I cry fairly regularly. I just can't go on for very much longer. Just two more weeks of Seussical. Just two more months or whoever til Madwoman is over. Five more months of highschool. I will survive. I hate that my senior year has to be so .........shitty.
I hate me.