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i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
i lift my lids and all is born again.
(i think i made you up inside my head.)
the stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
and arbitrary blackness gallops in:
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
i dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
and sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(i think i made you up inside my head.)
god topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
exit seraphim and satan's men:
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
i fancied you'd return the way you said,
but i grow old and i forget your name.
(i think i made you up inside my head.)
i should have loved a thunderbird instead;
at least when spring comes they roar back again.
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(i think i made you up inside my head.)
maybe i'll admit it soon.
i am excited to see bizzle tonight. i wish i had gotten to work at the right time today instead of at 8:30. i didnt have to be there until 1:30, for once in my life and i blew it. i cant sleep now. this semester is almost over. my world literature teacher showed sympathy. lets hope my film instructor does the same. i fixed my wireless. my step dad needs to mount my tv. then i can paint my room. does anyone want to wear mexican painter overalls and paint with me soon? and purposely splatter paint all over ourselves? oh yeah and wear mustaches too. thats mandatory.
getting more comfortable. with everything, not just the obvious. what you thought i was comfortable with i am really now just coming to terms with.
that picture is for jason and robley mostly. JUST KIDDING.