wandering mind
S.O.S! ugh no me gusta today i'm freaking out! I have been thinking about way too much and my mind wont stop. BLAH! it's not the kind of stuff you want to think about yet but it's still happens anyways. I'M SO CONFUSED ABOUT MY FUTURE!! Just a few of the things i have thought about are what am i going to do after high school, go to college, what college? what job will i get? will i be able to get into a college? will i be able to live on my own? blah blah blah? and a whole bunch of future thoughts and also my past. Thinking about how my life would have been different if i acted differently in a situation? where would i be living if i chose to live with my dad? what if i took that class? what if i did this, what if they did that, what if non of this happen?!?! AHHHHHHHH NO ME GUSTA!! My mind is being very mean to me right now and....i'm going to go outside and see if that helps me at all because just because. UGH now i'm thinking about what might happen when i'm outside....bye