May 07, 2005 17:55
Nothing seems real right now, everything seems more of a dream. I have a killer headache and my stomach hurts. This is all cause of Whole Earth Festival that i went to today. I went there with major bad Allergies and left light headed and i'm pretty sure it's because of the air. Everything started seeming unreal about after an hour and everything that happened seems like it was all just a dream...i slightly wish it was just a dream.
I hate how i always think about doing something but never decided to act what i think till it's to late. It would be cool to have Retaliation mans powers, nothing would ever suprise you and you would be able to deal with things and change things so that they may have turned out differently.
I hate when you think something was a dream and hope it was but it turns out it's not. As a matter of fact i think i'm dreaming right now, once it finally hits me and i know it's not a dream i dont know how i'm going to react.
So tomorrow i'm going to be sick and i can tell now because it just feels bad and i'm blaming it all on Whole Earth Festival and the air there. this could have been the first and last time i go to that festival.
When reality strikes i will not be ready for it :(