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Sep 25, 2006 22:16

i've been gone for too long, i'm constantly in a mixed up world
college life is going good, going great
i have everything and anything i need, always wanted
my life consists of the boys and the girls, drinking and smoking from the hookah, shooting pool, first time experiences, going to the 24/7 diner, being unemployed, talking on the phone all night and falling asleep, growing my hair out and being impatient, self-indulging, getting locked out of my apartment, falling in love, walking downtown, centennial park, stealing shopping carts, a lot.












i miss them, a lot.

only 17, she was the sweetest girl, filled with peace, love, and happiness; always smiling and making people laugh
we always hung out at the home footballs games and we were on the dance team together
we lost touch when i moved to a different middle school
I'll miss you girl, I know you're where you wanna be, Heaven.
I'm sorry for not keeping in touch...

where they talk about the girl they knew, a tragedy a shame to lose her, oh.
A little girl so beautiful, a life so new and meaningful, that little girl so beautiful.

i'm losing touch with everyone and i'm beating myself up for it
i haven't been a good friend lately, i've been too busy for them
i'm scared i'll lose someone to death more easily now because i'm already losing touch
i can't put it in words
my best friends aren't my best friends anymore, my fault

the season's are changing time for changes; the summer's gone but i'm still right here; my whole body's shaking and i'm a mess.
i need to hear myself breathe: trust in me to trust in you to take my breath away.
i wonder why the world is so cruel, just love.
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