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karla made me discover my newfound love for sushi, california rolls
I'll live off that and cheap tea when I move.
a pack of smokes and some sips of liquor
arisa's birthday was this weekend
not really much went on, just going to swayze's and shit.
little 5 today, sushi and american apparel just opened there
i'm so bad at trying to save money cause i always spend it on useless shit
I don't think I'll ever be content. It's only human nature to want more, to want what you can't have. I find myself just there lately, i'm so unaware of my surroundings. People have been trying to bring me down and criticizing me lately which makes me feel insecure. I'd rather be out on my own than have to put up with shit that stresses me out. Hearing someone say, "don't believe anything vanessa says" makes me mad. I tell the truth, you don't cause you know you're ashamed of the baggage you lounge around and the dirty marks you've left. Lying doesn't make people like you, they'll find out the truth and karma will fuckin kill you. I've done all I could. It's really stupid how others have "problems" with me cause you tell lies and make me look like the bad person. Before you judge, hear the other person out. I'm sick of everything.
I cannot wait til I leave for PA/NJ, I hope being back home comforts me.
Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
What I don't know, cannot hurt me.