i can't remember when we said we'd take the long way home
you know what? this sucks. the fact that my mother told me that she was going to buy some tapes on anxiety and depression and she was going to force me to listen to them, really pisses me off. she had the nerve to tell me that i need to start working out more so that i can take out my anger at the gym. yeah okay. i live at the damn gym. things were going so well with her and me and now its just getting all screwed up again. i'm so tired of hearing it. i know when i'm depressed, and right now i'm not. i'm just aggrivated.
i can't stand the fact that i don't know what to do with myself. i don't know what i want right now. i feel like there's so many things i want to tell people, but when i go to say something it doesn't come out right or even at all. i'm so confused. i want to talk, but i wouldn't know what to say. i just feel a little lost.
i don't know. just thanks to all the friends who've always been there since the day we've met. i love you all and you all know who you are.
comment please. i'd like your thoughts. or whatever you'd like to say.