interesanteee
hm.
i don't know what this means. i don't know if i was only needed to give advice, or if this means that maybe we're going to be friends again. because i do recall last time we saw eachother we ignored eachother completely. this is confusing. i mean, i don't mind helping out at all, i'll always be there for this person and everything, it's just that i'm not sure if this means that we're okay again. i don't know. life is confusing. you know what else is confusing? the fact that it's not snowing right now. i really really really don't want to go back to school tomorrow. i don't know maybe it's the fact that i have to take the bus. maybe that i have to wear my uniform. i don't know. i think i'll be more okay with school and pretty much life once i get my license. i'll be able to go to the gym when i want, i can get a job. it'll be good. and oh yes, people think that i'm going to be ready and willing to drive them here, there, and everywhere and pick them up and drop them off and drive them around...no. i'm sorry, i love you guys, but no. if i got into an accident with someone in my car who i wasn't supposed to be driving around, i'd be absolutly screwed. i could get sued, my license would definitly be taken away from me. the consequenses would suck if i got pulled over for speeding even. when you guys get your licenses, you can go ahead and drive with whoever you want. im sure you're going to love having people tell you say,"yeah so you're driving right?" no. i don't like that. i'm sorry, but that's how it's going to be. i'm not going to pick you up at your house and take you here and there and all over massachusetts. it's just not going to happen. plus, i don't exactly have tons of money, which means that i can't even pay for gas right now let alone my insurance which my mother is covering for me and god i am so grateful for that. gas is expensive, and i have to pay for it. i'm not going to let people use me for rides, i'm not losing my license for anyone, i'm definitly not getting sued if there does happen to be an accident (god forbid). this kind of sounds like i'm bitching about people, but i'm truely not. it's just that if anything happened and i got my license taken away, i won't be legally allowed to drive people around for another six months and that would really blow ass. so when you guys get your licenses you can do whatever you want. but i'm not becoming the chauffer. there may be a time when i might drive someone, but i'm definitly not driving around a whole group of people. and don't tell your parents that "OMG DANIELLE HAS A LICENSE NOW SO YOU GUYS CAN JUST TELL ME THAT WHENEVER I WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE YOU CAN HAVE ME MAKE HER COME GET ME!" no. thanks for asking though.