dirty little secrets
molly may's birthday/party was yesterday. lots of fun..i got to sleep in an incredibly uncomfortable chair that left me with a sore calf. other than that though i had a blast.
miss emily barrett's also 16 today.
happy birthday to you both i love you guys
the news i received today wasn't that great. it's not that i was sad, i was just completely discusted. not only with the person the news pertained to, but myself included. i just can't believe i ever let anything go on. now i feel sick. its just gross. it doesn't even have anything to do with me and i feel so horribly sick knowing. im just really glad that things didn't go that far with us. because if they did, i'd probably want to die right about now.
tomorrows just another day though. lets hope its a good one.
PS: do you ever find yourself trying to tell someone how you feel, and you know you want to do it, but when the words start to come out you just can't seem to form a sentence?
thats how i felt walking home tonight.