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So its been awhile since ive written in the ole LJ.
Lotta shit going on with Mr. Massarella. Ive been on a little break at school while half of my class shoots their final project entitled "St. Gabriels Inn". My groups film called "The Road" shoots in a few days. All Ive done on this lil break is watch movies and football. not a bad way to spend the day i think. Anyways upon completion of this project i will move on to my last month of classes which will take me to mid way through december actually. i have some entertainment law and buisness class along with post production class on "the road". at that point my time here at Full Sail Real World Education will be all done. Come December 16, 2005, I John Massarella will be a college graduate. Who'da thunk it? At that point, I will be moving back to Columbus, Ohio for no more than 2 weeks before I pack my shit back up and head to Los Angeles where I will be moving in with a couple guys from school.
So I thought Id take this time to reflect.
Since I moved here to Florida, Ive learned a few things. I realized for one that Reynoldsburg wasnt all that bad. It still a shithole and everyone should leave but haha its better than Winter Park Florida. Ive gained and lost friendships since ive been down here. Like I lost a friendship last night. This friend may or may not see this entry because this person has seemed to ignore me in all aspecets of communication. thats fine i was the catalyst to this seperation. my only regret is that i put the strains on this friendship. All I can do is say I'm sorry one more time and then say that this way will probably be easier.
Ive gained friends as i said before. My brother Joe. Joe you almost killed me in a car wreck, but i wouldnt almost wanna die with just about any one else. I know that when you and i are on opposite coasts we will still be brothers and just as close as we are now. Neal you crazy fuck. I know you'll never read this but this is my journal and ill say what i want. i know some good times are ahead in california and im just as anxious as you are. Chris i know you'll read this and i want you to know that im sorry for being a shitty friend since you got here. you just caught me at an awkward time. I'm glad you messaged me back on the ole LJ Full Sail group that one time and made the effort to come over and play some Halo.
Ive grown up in relationships to since ive been here. I havent been in a serious relationship with someone in a really long time. I was too mixed up on a certain girl back home to really open myself up to any other girls. now that that particular girl is a 1000 miles away and any chance of romantic encounters is over, it was easy to begin my relationship with bailey. although i know the ultimate outcome of this relationship come december, i wouldnt change it for the world.
Ive also realized who my true friends back home are. my coffeeshop girls. I love you. you still call me and talk to me online, and leave me wonderful posts of pictures from the good ole days that truly make me happy. patrick my brother for life, you still call and even though your a fuck up i know that you'll make something of yourself. and to everyone else in reynoldsburg that stays in touch, I love you.
My childhood is almost gone. although im 20 years old, i still consider myself a child. but i know that the end is coming and im ready for it. im prepared to take on the big city and use the skills ive learned in this past year to their fullest potential and make something of myself.
Thanks to you if you read all this.
(p.s its been a year since ive been drunk, a proud moment for myself)
Lotta shit going on with Mr. Massarella. Ive been on a little break at school while half of my class shoots their final project entitled "St. Gabriels Inn". My groups film called "The Road" shoots in a few days. All Ive done on this lil break is watch movies and football. not a bad way to spend the day i think. Anyways upon completion of this project i will move on to my last month of classes which will take me to mid way through december actually. i have some entertainment law and buisness class along with post production class on "the road". at that point my time here at Full Sail Real World Education will be all done. Come December 16, 2005, I John Massarella will be a college graduate. Who'da thunk it? At that point, I will be moving back to Columbus, Ohio for no more than 2 weeks before I pack my shit back up and head to Los Angeles where I will be moving in with a couple guys from school.
So I thought Id take this time to reflect.
Since I moved here to Florida, Ive learned a few things. I realized for one that Reynoldsburg wasnt all that bad. It still a shithole and everyone should leave but haha its better than Winter Park Florida. Ive gained and lost friendships since ive been down here. Like I lost a friendship last night. This friend may or may not see this entry because this person has seemed to ignore me in all aspecets of communication. thats fine i was the catalyst to this seperation. my only regret is that i put the strains on this friendship. All I can do is say I'm sorry one more time and then say that this way will probably be easier.
Ive gained friends as i said before. My brother Joe. Joe you almost killed me in a car wreck, but i wouldnt almost wanna die with just about any one else. I know that when you and i are on opposite coasts we will still be brothers and just as close as we are now. Neal you crazy fuck. I know you'll never read this but this is my journal and ill say what i want. i know some good times are ahead in california and im just as anxious as you are. Chris i know you'll read this and i want you to know that im sorry for being a shitty friend since you got here. you just caught me at an awkward time. I'm glad you messaged me back on the ole LJ Full Sail group that one time and made the effort to come over and play some Halo.
Ive grown up in relationships to since ive been here. I havent been in a serious relationship with someone in a really long time. I was too mixed up on a certain girl back home to really open myself up to any other girls. now that that particular girl is a 1000 miles away and any chance of romantic encounters is over, it was easy to begin my relationship with bailey. although i know the ultimate outcome of this relationship come december, i wouldnt change it for the world.
Ive also realized who my true friends back home are. my coffeeshop girls. I love you. you still call me and talk to me online, and leave me wonderful posts of pictures from the good ole days that truly make me happy. patrick my brother for life, you still call and even though your a fuck up i know that you'll make something of yourself. and to everyone else in reynoldsburg that stays in touch, I love you.
My childhood is almost gone. although im 20 years old, i still consider myself a child. but i know that the end is coming and im ready for it. im prepared to take on the big city and use the skills ive learned in this past year to their fullest potential and make something of myself.
Thanks to you if you read all this.
(p.s its been a year since ive been drunk, a proud moment for myself)