what's it all for
?
Do you ever wonder why you jump through so many hoops and sometimes get up early every day and go to a job you don't like, and keep doing it day after day after day.....not that I don't like my job. Right now it's good because it's keeping me busy. Past 2 days, I've been swamped!! But where is the big payoff? I guess I'm just pondering the big picture........
This weekend I'll be all by meeself, so I hope to plant me bulbs and finish one of my pictures. That's about it. Maybe I'll go to the movies, but I doubt it. I think I'll just be a big hermit.
I've taken on a "no stress" policy. Stress is killing me. Just because I let it. I have to deal with it in a different way. I don't know why I deal with things so harshly. I act like I'm so damn important and the things I'm going through are so huge...who am I but a tiny little speck in the big ol universe. It's nothing. It's all nothing.
Saw on the internet you can buy tickets to Europe on action for about 300. But you have to go real soon. I'll check back on there next year. If I have someone to go with, it might just be doable!!
Do you ever wonder why you jump through so many hoops and sometimes get up early every day and go to a job you don't like, and keep doing it day after day after day.....not that I don't like my job. Right now it's good because it's keeping me busy. Past 2 days, I've been swamped!! But where is the big payoff? I guess I'm just pondering the big picture........
This weekend I'll be all by meeself, so I hope to plant me bulbs and finish one of my pictures. That's about it. Maybe I'll go to the movies, but I doubt it. I think I'll just be a big hermit.
I've taken on a "no stress" policy. Stress is killing me. Just because I let it. I have to deal with it in a different way. I don't know why I deal with things so harshly. I act like I'm so damn important and the things I'm going through are so huge...who am I but a tiny little speck in the big ol universe. It's nothing. It's all nothing.
Saw on the internet you can buy tickets to Europe on action for about 300. But you have to go real soon. I'll check back on there next year. If I have someone to go with, it might just be doable!!