morbid motherfucker.

[iwilloneday]

being this sick makes one contemplate suicide.
at least it does me.

my life is pretty bleak.
there are just a few bright spots.
and right now they aren't shining bright enough to shoo away all the gloom.

soon i'll be back on my meds.
i'll be working more.
and the boy will have more time to come see me (which i demand.)
and bonaroo. that is a month and a half away.