chin up young person
i knew this was going to happen,ugh
i am at home alone for the weekend and what do i do the first night?
EFFING BINGE and purge. I know I can so I take advantage. I got everything up thank god and then did a minor cardio work out. I feel like shit right now. My head is spinning and my throat aches. I looked at myself in the mirror and wanted to cry. I want to hide myself away until I have reached my goal weight.
Since I can't do that I'm just going to wear baggy clothes til I reach my first goal weight. I am so disgusting no one should have to look at me. I hate this. So since I ROYALLY fucked up my fast these past few days I am starting fresh. I am not going to set a limit on this fast cause that always seems to panic me and I end up screwing up. So lets just see how long I can go for.
I feel better already
NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS THIN FEELS
i just have to remember that
P.S. I am going to a movie with my ex boyfriend tomorrow. Its self destructive, I know. I don't know what to expect. But I do know that I kind of want to get back together. Or maybe its just that I want to be with someone for Valentines Day. Either way I'm excited which will make it easier not to eat as I have something to look forward to. How twisted is that?
i am at home alone for the weekend and what do i do the first night?
EFFING BINGE and purge. I know I can so I take advantage. I got everything up thank god and then did a minor cardio work out. I feel like shit right now. My head is spinning and my throat aches. I looked at myself in the mirror and wanted to cry. I want to hide myself away until I have reached my goal weight.
Since I can't do that I'm just going to wear baggy clothes til I reach my first goal weight. I am so disgusting no one should have to look at me. I hate this. So since I ROYALLY fucked up my fast these past few days I am starting fresh. I am not going to set a limit on this fast cause that always seems to panic me and I end up screwing up. So lets just see how long I can go for.
I feel better already
NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS THIN FEELS
i just have to remember that
P.S. I am going to a movie with my ex boyfriend tomorrow. Its self destructive, I know. I don't know what to expect. But I do know that I kind of want to get back together. Or maybe its just that I want to be with someone for Valentines Day. Either way I'm excited which will make it easier not to eat as I have something to look forward to. How twisted is that?