allow me to reintroduce myself
two fucking months
two months since I was last on here
a month since I last fasted
two weeks since I last purged
I'm up in the 130s again
So much has gone wrong since I last posted. Mainly me and the boy broke up. I broke up with him and its been a little over a month but its still killing me. I want him back but I know the whole situation is all wrong for me. Why do I always have to be so god damn self destructive?
bur I'm not going to dwell on it, I'm just going to be strong and show him exactly what he lost.
In the last 48 hours I haven't consumed over 600 calories
It feels so good to be hungry again, to be empty
I forgot what an insomniac I become when I don't eat
Its 4 in the morning
I have to wake up for school in like 3 and a half hours
but I'm back baby!
with a fucking vengeance
the goal is to be back at 130 by the end of this week
two months since I was last on here
a month since I last fasted
two weeks since I last purged
I'm up in the 130s again
So much has gone wrong since I last posted. Mainly me and the boy broke up. I broke up with him and its been a little over a month but its still killing me. I want him back but I know the whole situation is all wrong for me. Why do I always have to be so god damn self destructive?
bur I'm not going to dwell on it, I'm just going to be strong and show him exactly what he lost.
In the last 48 hours I haven't consumed over 600 calories
It feels so good to be hungry again, to be empty
I forgot what an insomniac I become when I don't eat
Its 4 in the morning
I have to wake up for school in like 3 and a half hours
but I'm back baby!
with a fucking vengeance
the goal is to be back at 130 by the end of this week