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[iwillfindmyway]

its weird
i dont know what i want,
but
i know what i cant have
i know that things would be different
things would change
they would morph into something bad
something angry
hated
i hate this
this mascarade
this endless scene of drama and lies
of fakeness
of false friendship
you hate me i know you do
i can see it everytime i open my mouth
to say anything about it
i can tell
you hate me
and that hate is the very reason i cant
the reason i cant have what im not sure i want
but i will never know
because i love you
i love you
and
the way you silently hate me