i am sad
hey journal. today was my first funeral, and it was really sad.i wanted my first funeral to be cause of the death of a relative i didnt even know or something, but not the death of one of my really good friends mom.i've never seen michalea cry before,and i did today, and it was wierd cause i hate seeing ANYONE cry, let alone michaela.i felt good being there though.it was a well planned out funeral, everything went right and there were no drunk people (like MY family would be).it made me wonder what MY funeral was gonna be like. i wonder what people would say about me if i died, i hope they wouldnt mention that i'm lazy and have bad grades. plus, i would hate to have my mom find all my porn after i die,lol. i felt bad for michaela cause i couldnt do anything to help. and i couldnt even imagine what its like to lose a loved one. after the service and funeral, we all went to michaela's aunts house. they had DELISH food and beverages. and we sat around and chit-chatted bout old times. lol, and michaela's little sister and her friend were doin the "little girl flirting" thing. lol! i was flatered anyhoo. lol! thanks for inviting me michaela, it was good being there (if shes reading). ahhh, i'm writting too much. i'll finish tomorrow. BYE!