long lost but not forgotten
After spending several hours reading my journal, I've come to the conclusion that my life is posted here. Although several things missed, and many things forgotten, my young adult life is all here. Posted in a series of fragmented days to reveal thoughts, emotions, fears, and most importantly me. To look back as I am today, was hard and in many ways a revelation if you will. I would like to continue the live jounal for myself, so that I never forget who I am, where I cam from, and most importantly where I am going. Much time has passed, yet I am still here. Let me begin with an update of current. I am living in dallas with my girlfriend of two years: Dania. She is the one, the person for me eternally. I made it to my dream. I am teaching, and couldn't love it more. It is incredibly hard. My mom is now living in Weatherford. We moved her last summer. I'm not sure that she is happy but because she is closer, I know she is farther from pain. My sister is married and happy. I am an adult and it is as scary as I thought. Katie Kelly is still part of my life although I never see her. Hopefully that will change. My best frien for ever is Steven and I love him dearly. It's thanksgiving 07, Journal went back to 03. I really can't believe my life has been on this thing for four years plus. A new resolution is to write often, remember the people I love, forget the things I can't remember.
xoxo
cj
xoxo
cj