Life as a productive member of society..
The short time span between spring and summer school was filled to the brim with activities to keep my mind away from the important things at hand. A little respite of hanging out, going out, and rediscovering myself, (as much as any one can stand).
I'm at the library at unt right now, trying to decide how i'm going to waste the next two hours before my next class...
This weekend was weird, good, but weird.
I went on a real date!!
I spent the greater portion of that day trying to figure out what i wanted to say, how i was going to cope with my anxiety, and how i could present myself with a gleaming ribbon of confidence....(insert mental image here). By the middle of the date, sweating palms and all, my anxiety overpowered my strategic planning. In the end, things got better.
The thing about first dates is that everyone gets a little nervous....
hopefully next time won't be as scary
we shall see where the summer takes me as far as that goes, im excited
I'm at the library at unt right now, trying to decide how i'm going to waste the next two hours before my next class...
This weekend was weird, good, but weird.
I went on a real date!!
I spent the greater portion of that day trying to figure out what i wanted to say, how i was going to cope with my anxiety, and how i could present myself with a gleaming ribbon of confidence....(insert mental image here). By the middle of the date, sweating palms and all, my anxiety overpowered my strategic planning. In the end, things got better.
The thing about first dates is that everyone gets a little nervous....
hopefully next time won't be as scary
we shall see where the summer takes me as far as that goes, im excited