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i'm gonna take a second to keep it real through the internet right quick. alot of people i don't talk to much anymore, that i did talk to at one point, have been pretty judgemental towards me, without any real base of that judgement. we all have problems, and whose to say mine are worse than yours. i am who i want to be, right now. i'm not a tenth grader who's innocent and all that i once was. i am who i am based on what i've been through and how i've adapted. that's how we all are. it happens. i love me. and as long as i do, you can't hurt me anymore. brittany is the only person i can really think of that can judge me, and she doesn't. does it make her better than the next person? not neccessarily, but it does make her points more valid than the next person. she is amazing. and i'm not. you're not, to me. maybe to someone else you are, but not me. i'm sorry. that's my judgement. and we all make them. but it's not nice or called for when someone is trying their hardest to be them, and juggle all different opinions of what he should be, and do the best he can, it's not nice to put them down because 'they've changed'. how the hell should you know if i changed, if i talk to you once in a lifetime. well i am done catching up. everytime i try to talk to someone that i miss, they judge me based on how i once was. well, i'm not that person, and you aren't who you were hopefully. change happens, and i'm sorry. if it didn't, life would be pointless. so just be considerate. it's all i ask. but i'm turned off on trying to be someone for someone else, or trying to talk to someone outside who i love. if i don't love you, i probably don't care that much about what you think. that's how we all feel. and this is a long ramble.
basically, all i want is consideration. thanks man