I don't like homework.
I have to work the next three nights and it sucks. But hey, it's money.
I haven't read Julius Cesar at all today. And I haven't paid attention at all in class so that just isn't a good combination when I have a quiz over it tomorrow. Blah I don't like quizes over things I don't know.
I have already updated today but I don't care. I am just in the mood to share thoughts.
I have a little world in my brain that I make up. Like, I have this dream that I am super organized and everything is perfectly on schedule. The way I would probably like things. But I of course, when I plan all this out for myself, I never follow through. Which i guess is a good thing because then it makes things different. But I would still like some kind of order in my life. Like, have something I do every day at the same time. But hard as I try, I never get around to it. Hmm.
Nae wasn't at church and I was sad.
I have realized that I have lost some people. Not so much as lost, but my relationships with them have changed. It makes me sad because everyone is changing and I seem to be staying the same. I don't make any progress. I don't go forward. I stay here. I am glad my friends are moving on and growing. But at the same time, I feel like they are leaving me behind. I am alright though. I don't want anyone to think I am being depressed or anything, I am just stating what I think and what has been on my mind. I just miss some people. It's all good though.
I am going to make a schedule and stick to it. I am really going to this time. My personal goal. :)
I haven't read Julius Cesar at all today. And I haven't paid attention at all in class so that just isn't a good combination when I have a quiz over it tomorrow. Blah I don't like quizes over things I don't know.
I have already updated today but I don't care. I am just in the mood to share thoughts.
I have a little world in my brain that I make up. Like, I have this dream that I am super organized and everything is perfectly on schedule. The way I would probably like things. But I of course, when I plan all this out for myself, I never follow through. Which i guess is a good thing because then it makes things different. But I would still like some kind of order in my life. Like, have something I do every day at the same time. But hard as I try, I never get around to it. Hmm.
Nae wasn't at church and I was sad.
I have realized that I have lost some people. Not so much as lost, but my relationships with them have changed. It makes me sad because everyone is changing and I seem to be staying the same. I don't make any progress. I don't go forward. I stay here. I am glad my friends are moving on and growing. But at the same time, I feel like they are leaving me behind. I am alright though. I don't want anyone to think I am being depressed or anything, I am just stating what I think and what has been on my mind. I just miss some people. It's all good though.
I am going to make a schedule and stick to it. I am really going to this time. My personal goal. :)