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I am in Newspaper now. (See I get a lot done in my classes)
I have rehearsal tonight and I am going to miss the Basketball game which makes me sad because it will probably be a really good one. I don't do much at rehearsal though which doesn't bother me. I get a lot of homework done. And I get goof around time with my friends. And it's always fun to watch Matt mess up his lines and get all serious after we laugh at him. Lol. It's fun. I like my character too. She is a big bitch and I get to yell and mimic my mother. I love it. haha!
So not much has been going on. Had a couple unpleasant days Friday and Saturday. I did have fun on Saturday night with Stephanie though. I slept through most of the movie, but I did have fun in the time I was awake.
I have been having the low self-esteem stuff again. Like really bad. What happened on Saturday didn't help. I keep reliving it and hating myself. I have my own self-esteem problems too. I mean, I don't like what I look like. I am trying to change it though. I really am.
I keep having these realizations how much I love my friends. Like, I get these waves of compassion that i just feel for them. Like right now, I am thinking of how much I love my Kalee. Lol. It's weird, I know. But I really do love all of my friends. I would list them all off but I am afraid that i would forget some people and make them sad. That is one thing I am thankful for, though. I have wonderful friends.
This is to Zach right now... Thanks for listening to my on the phone a couple of weeks ago. I needed that talk with you and I needed to get all of those silly emotions out. Thanks for listening to me jabber for like, an hour and a half. Lol. Thanks so much. :)
I am excited! I get to go to French after this and see Alison! YAY! lol
Sarah got me all excited for Dutsty's this year. She was tellig me what she wanted to do for Elyse and then she was saying that she knows what Kalee's getting me and I AM REALLY EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!! LOl. STEPHANIE! I EXPECT A WONDERFUL AWARD FROM YOU, AS WELL! I WANT TEARS!!!!!!!!!
Ok. I am going to go drink my water now.
I have rehearsal tonight and I am going to miss the Basketball game which makes me sad because it will probably be a really good one. I don't do much at rehearsal though which doesn't bother me. I get a lot of homework done. And I get goof around time with my friends. And it's always fun to watch Matt mess up his lines and get all serious after we laugh at him. Lol. It's fun. I like my character too. She is a big bitch and I get to yell and mimic my mother. I love it. haha!
So not much has been going on. Had a couple unpleasant days Friday and Saturday. I did have fun on Saturday night with Stephanie though. I slept through most of the movie, but I did have fun in the time I was awake.
I have been having the low self-esteem stuff again. Like really bad. What happened on Saturday didn't help. I keep reliving it and hating myself. I have my own self-esteem problems too. I mean, I don't like what I look like. I am trying to change it though. I really am.
I keep having these realizations how much I love my friends. Like, I get these waves of compassion that i just feel for them. Like right now, I am thinking of how much I love my Kalee. Lol. It's weird, I know. But I really do love all of my friends. I would list them all off but I am afraid that i would forget some people and make them sad. That is one thing I am thankful for, though. I have wonderful friends.
This is to Zach right now... Thanks for listening to my on the phone a couple of weeks ago. I needed that talk with you and I needed to get all of those silly emotions out. Thanks for listening to me jabber for like, an hour and a half. Lol. Thanks so much. :)
I am excited! I get to go to French after this and see Alison! YAY! lol
Sarah got me all excited for Dutsty's this year. She was tellig me what she wanted to do for Elyse and then she was saying that she knows what Kalee's getting me and I AM REALLY EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!! LOl. STEPHANIE! I EXPECT A WONDERFUL AWARD FROM YOU, AS WELL! I WANT TEARS!!!!!!!!!
Ok. I am going to go drink my water now.