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Today was our first Ensemble rehearsal. We are doing Steel Magnolias. I am playing M'Lynn and I am scared to death. The scene we are doing requires all of us to cry. And in the movie, she completely loses it. I am scared I won't be able to do it. :( I love the girls in my group though.
I have to go work for two hours now. Not much, but I would rather be sleeping. Or reading or something. I can read at work though.
My mother annoys me so much. She asks me to do such pointless little things that she could do herself but she just doesn't want to. I get mad and yell at her but then I feel so damn guilty because my dad is always like, what if one of you dies? You would feel so guilty. Well no shit, dad! I am just angry and she makes me do stuff when I am already busy. GEEZE! She is all doped up on medication too so she is really slow and tired. And it just makes me sad.
I have to go work for two hours now. Not much, but I would rather be sleeping. Or reading or something. I can read at work though.
My mother annoys me so much. She asks me to do such pointless little things that she could do herself but she just doesn't want to. I get mad and yell at her but then I feel so damn guilty because my dad is always like, what if one of you dies? You would feel so guilty. Well no shit, dad! I am just angry and she makes me do stuff when I am already busy. GEEZE! She is all doped up on medication too so she is really slow and tired. And it just makes me sad.