all i have left.
i guess it took moving to ohio to realize my family is all i have left. its like the world fucking hates us. bad things just happen to us. its fucking terrible and the world is not obligated to give a fucking shit about what happens to them or what happens to me. no one fucking cares. dont fucking even pretend. its too hard to make compasionate friends. i know when someone else hurts that i do too, but honestly no one gives a fucking shit. i wont see my brother for a while it looks like. because he is in prision. oh yay. i cant take my damn zoloft yet because i cant stop drinking. oh there is so much to do. i wish the world wasnt selfish, i wish someone cared that im fucking dying inside and its hurts so bad to be all lonely in stupid ass ohio. its not going to happen. my mom and sisters are all i have.