the all american rejects
i dont know what i want or what im looking for anymore. for the longest time i just always asumed id be with him and everything would be alright. but im not with him and im not alright without him. i dont like anyone other than him. i seem to have lost that capability. im absolutely miserable. moving on is easier said than done. ive been trying since i started liking him. the sad part is that i dont even want to look for someone else because i know it will end up like all the others... quickly and in boredom.
on another note, school is okay i guess. the only good part about it is my end-of-the-day relief: volleyball. i love playing more than anything. it takes my mind off of things like him, and life itself. its so easy for me to get so wrapped up in the whole thing.
i miss you like a bitch! u have no idea!! when exactly do u get back? im sorry ur not having the greatest time there. i need to tell you all about..well...everything thats been going on. its some exciting shit..